adele

2009-09-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

i totally agree. venting out is good, and life goes on.

2009-07-14T20:37:00.003+08:00

i so wanna delete everything in my blog. restart.

projects and assignments.

upcoming attachment.

shut up and drive.

sidenote. you are my bff, and i hate you right now. because none of this were targeted at you from the beginning. idiot. zzz.

i haven seen my camera for more than a month.

oh yea, lets welcome macbookpro and ipodtouch to my family.

2009-07-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

If you have a chance to apologise to someone, who will that be?

Theres two person i want to say to. Because they made a very big difference to my life.

2009-07-07T20:48:00.001+08:00

please get the fact right before condemning one to hell. and dont get so paranoid easily.

2009-05-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

I just "fired" one of my tuition kids. Sounds cool eh?

Personally, i think she and her parents have serious attitude problem. Besides that, i think that someone ought to teach them what is proper manner. I dont see why i should tolerate her bad temper and give in to her parents' naggings when the fault doesnt even lies with me. You should see the number of tuition teacher they had hired, and most of them stayed for an month only. The kind of tuition teacher she (the kid) wants is someone who can make her happy, must have the capabilities to make the lesson interesting and must reach on time. By reaching on time, her definition is, "you can be late, but you cannot be early". Even if you are one minutes early, she will give you the world's most black face like you owe her something. And her parents will expect you to do something to make her happy because they as parents also failed to do so.

Hey. I think they should hire a clown instead of a tuition teacher. And, in this world, nobody owes her a living nor owes her anything because her result are like shit. I dont mind not teaching her, because i dont owe her anything to tolerate her bad behaviour. Afterall, i have already did my best to teach her. If my other students are able to excel under my coaching, she should be able to do so. But she cant, because she doesnt even want to put in efforts for her studies.

2009-05-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

Chibi Chibi Moon Moon! =D

I did the most craziest things last night. And im sorry E. Im pondering whether i should get a new camera or send my current one for repair. Maybe i should go running later on? =/

Eldric is now learning to crawl. Adorable boy. He really like E a lot. He is always so excited to see E. Oh yar, he likes to stare at the pretty ladies in the television. -.-

Yesterday went over to my god brother's daughter's baby shower. She is so adorable too. The buffet was awesome too, especially the chilled thai prawns. Gosh.

2009-05-23T23:38:00.004+08:00

E's birthday on 7th May, The Queen and Mangosteen at Vivo City. We sat at the alfresco area where it was slightly humid due to the weather.

Our Pimm & Lemonade. Its a very refreshing drink with slight kick of alcohol.

The shirt that E was wearing is his birthday present that i purchase it in korea.

A jug of pimm cost around $35 if i did not remember wrongly.

YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY! But the fries kinda sucks.

Anyway, the service was excellent. Thumbs up.

*Actually, im very sad over two things now. Firstly, my external hard disk is spoilt. I dont know what is the problem, i just want to know that the photos stored inside will be able to retrieve back. My main concern is my mummy's photo. Secondly, i cried almost an hour because of my hard disk and some people just dont understand why i have to make a big fuss over it. True, i overlook the fact that i should make some backup files elsewhere, thats my fault. But what was truly sad is that, if theres no way i can retrieve back my mummy's photos, there will be nothing left but the memories. My mummy is not here with me anymore since two years ago. Nor she will be walking with me down the future. I treasure whatever that was left of her, be it her photos clothes jewellaries journals etc. Because these are the few little things that make me feel attached to her even though she was at somewhere far far away.

Some of you may not have experience the unspeakable pain of losing a love one. And i mean, lost them physically forever to death. There is no way they will ever be back with us as a human being again. All we left of them is memories and their belongings. These are the things that keep us moving on, moving on away from the sadness, moving on away from their death, and moving on away to the better future. Once in a while when we think of them, looking through their belongings may actually make us feel that shes still alive, like back in the old days. At least it did works for me. Shes the reason to why im here now, shes the reason to who i am today.*

I love you mee.

2009-05-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

I wonder if i should go to school tomorrow.

Im feeling ... ... ... right now. Too much thinkings and too much feelings. Unspeakable.

I just want to thank those who have always been by my side. You know who you are.

PS. I think im going to school tomorrow. Even though its just for 2 hours.

2009-05-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

A chaotic (last) week.

Andy was very nice to drive me to school on monday. But william is a very bad driver. E's birthday fell on thursday, so we had dinner at The Queen & Mangosteen in vivo city. Fish n chips with curry tartar sauce, mini (beef) hamburger n chips with BBQ sauce, fried white baits with lemongrass sauce and a jug of pimm and lemonade was awesome. Chit chat session with hiroshi, joel and weijun. Theres beer, laksa, iced green tea and mcwings. Thanks for the treats. Mcspicy meal treat from hiroshi again, with the accompanion of youtube. Sunday was mother's day but i did not managed to wake up in time to go and pay respect to my mummy. Sorry mummy, i will make it up for you. Besides that, it was also one of my cousin's baby shower. Sister organized a friend gathering at home. I love food. My camera is with serene now. I had mcwings again with E last night. Most probably we are going to run this evening.

I HATE WEIJUN CLASSMATE.

2009-04-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today is me and E's 10th month. I love you baby. Sashimi attack on thursday? Tomorrow eldric will be 7 months old. By the way, he is teething right now. I saw a tiny little tooth popping out of his lower gum. CUTE.

Everyday is just E, family, school and tuition. I want a jug of pimm.

2009-04-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

These are some of the typical korea food you will find on the street.

Pan-fried dumplings.

Glutinous rice. This is very delicious!

Chilli rice cake! La chao niao gao! Oh god, i want to go back to korea again.

We were eating along the street.

One of the hotel in Seoul.

Sausages and chicken in sweet sauce!

Bought some stuffs from the family mart.

Mama-mia!

Jelly-like drink! Grape flavor is awesome!

Having korea maggie in the hotel room! SUPER SPICY BUT SHIOK! SPICY TILL YOU SWEAT LIKE HELL!

2009-04-23T17:21:00.002+08:00

THE PERSON WHO PISSED ME OFF JUST ONE HOUR AGO AT 4.21PM, PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES WIDELY AND LOOK AT THIS.

I HATE YOU.

I DONT CARE IF YOU KNOW, OR DONT KNOW WHO I AM REFERRING TO. BECAUSE HUMANS ALL LOVE TO MAKE ASSUMPTION. THOSE WHO THINK I AM REFERRING TO YOU WHEN IM NOT, GO AND REFLECT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO MAKE ME HATE YOU. PERHAPS YOU WOULD WANT TO ASK ME DIRECTLY AND I WOULD ONLY TELL YOU WHETHER IM REFERRING TO YOU.

DO YOU KNOW THE DEFINITION OF FRIENDS AND FRIENDSHIP? WELL I THINK YOU DONT BECAUSE YOU ARE A RETARD.

FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS AROUND YOU WHEN YOU NEED HELP, WHO CARE AND ARE CONCERN ABOUT YOU, WHO ARE WILLING TO MAKE SOME SACRIFICES FOR YOU. WHO KNOWS HOW RETARDED YOU ARE.

WHATS FRIENDSHIP? GO READ UP WIKIPEDIA YOURSELF.

YOU CAN JOLLY WELL CONTINUE GIVING YOUR FRIENDS WITH THAT IDIOTIC ATTITUDE. ONE DAY DOWN THE ROAD, YOU WILL BE WONDERING WHERE YOUR FRIENDS ARE WHEN YOU NEED HELP. YOU WOULD WANT TO PRAY HARD THAT THEY ARE GOING TO CLOSE ONE EYE AND LEND YOU A HELPING HAND BECAUSE IM NOT HELPING ANYMORE.

ONE MORE THING. IF YOU EXPECT HELP FROM YOUR FRIENDS DURING EMERGENCY, MAKE SURE YOU ARE THERE FOR THEM BY ALL MEANS WHEN THEY NEED YOURS. I HOPE YOU SEE THE IMPORTANCE OF FRIENDS.

2009-04-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

TheFaceShop peeling gel, Missha BB cream and Etude House BB cream. All are from korea, so i doubt anyone will find it singapore. If anyone had the chance, try Missha BB cream. Damn good!

Last week i met up with serene to bake cream puffs as that would probably be our last meetup before school term starts. Anyway, the overall process was fun and the end result was great! Our cream puffs were praised by both our family members! Guess serene has a new target... Serene's cream puff cafe. =D

The puff.

The custard.

BFF forever!

Last sunday i went out with E and his classmates to Zhou's kitchen at far east square. Those who had boyfriend brought their boyfriend, and those who had girlfriend brought their girlfriend along too. Initially i thought we are going to kushinbo and was pretty looking forward as i was craving for sashimi. Tsk miscommunication? The buffet lunch was average with only a pathetic few dishes worth ordering again.

Anyway, i think E's classmates are very nice and funny people. Great companion during boring lecture? Haha.

Some time last week. The result of laziness, Mac delivery. I so wanna eat macspicy now! ARGH!

2009-04-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

Will our happiness stay forever?

2009-04-16T21:32:00.003+08:00

Thats my jiefu, daddy, sister, eldric, aunt and me before going to changi airport.

My boarding pass and passport.

My dinner on korea air. Well, dont expect much from a airplane meal.

After 6 hours of flight, we had finally reached Incheon international airport in korea.

Theres plenty of resting area in the airport with samsung LCD television.

Ministop!

Lots of drinks and maggies!

Random.

Peach chewing gum which was very tasty!

Noodles and SEAFOOD PANCAKE!

It was 6 degree cold when we reached korea. The atmosphere was so cold and dry, i felt so horribly sick with tiredness. First day in a foreign country! =(

A place guarded heavily by soldiers as the president house is just nearby. Strictly no video-ing.

The toilet. The structure look very unique.

Now we are at the palace where we saw many historical buildings. If you had watched Da Chang Jin before, you may want to see this magnificent place with your eyes.

Oh yah, i saw a lot of students with the "watermelon" hair. Seems like its a trend in korea. =/

The man in shade is our tour guide, ricky. He is explaining the use of the traditional clock with the help of the sun.

A piece of volcano rock.

My very first lunch in korea, STEAMBOAT!

The type of steel rice bowl that we used everyday in korea.

KIMCHI KIMCHI KIMCHI! Cabbage and carrot.

Rice cake, Nian Gao. Very soft and chewy.

Yummy! Not to mention, the soup base is awesome!

Buying fruits...

Tada! Big red juicy fresh strawberries and without preservatives too! Sweet~ THIS IS A MUST TRY!

The first afternoon in korea, we took an one hour flight to Jeju island.

We went to this place that has a GHOSTLY slope. Our driver stopped the bus engine, and... The bus started to move by itself, UP THE SLOPE! Its true! Even if you pour water on the slope, the water itself will move upwards, up the slope. Isnt it amazing? But of course, it was due to the strong gravitational force.

Hehe. I bet girls will go crazy when they see... SAKURA!

We bought some snacks, BBQ squid? It is "you yu" in mandarin. It tasted very good with a hint of BBQ taste.

Jeju island is formed by volcano rock so you will see rocks everywhere you go.

More and more sakura! It was really a beautiful sight with sakura pedals falling down every now and then. =D

2009-04-11T22:30:00.005+08:00

Im back from korea! It was a very fun trip with beautiful scenery, delicious authentic korea food and great shopping trip. Theres too much photos to be edited as we bought three cameras along (aunt, sister and mine).

E brought me to sudoku at raffles city for dinner before i went to korea. Everything we ordered are very nice especially the pizza, soup and peach drink.

Ever since i came back from korea, i miss their kimchi so much! In terms of food, i feel that singapore has a lot more to catch up with korea. The taste and presentation of food i had in korea really made every meal a satisfied one.

Do you know that the kimchi selling in singapore are made from china? The cabbage and ingredients are all made in china, and that explain why singapore's kimchi taste so bad. Korea kimchi is so good that i can just pair it up with a bowl of plain rice for the rest of my life. Its really that good. Too bad for those who dont appreciate korea food. Why theres no authentic korea kimchi in singapore?!

PS. My upper lip is still cracking from the dryness when i was in korea. I have to keep applying nivea lip care. ~.~

2009-04-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

My girl will be back tml night!

HAPPY ME!

2009-04-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello! Im going to board the plane to korea in less than an hour time. And im using the airport's free computer terminal right now.

E, please take care of yourself during these 8 days. Remember the "do's" and "dont's" that i had told you earlier on. I love you! And i will definitely miss you, with love! Drink more water and sleep early. XOXO!

To the rest of my friends, takecare! =D

2009-03-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 9TH BABY! xoxo~

Met up with the two guys in the afternoon. Went to vivo city to get my phone fixed.

Made mango pudding with fresh cubed mango on wednesday. I was almost killed by boredom! I shall make durian cream puff and durian muffin when i come back from korea. Its the durian season again!

Last sunday was my ahma's 49th day ritual and also my cousin gina baby angus full month celebration. It was FINALLY my first time wearing glossy legging. It has been hiding in the drawer for months!

PS. The man who cant be moved by The script is good. Why? Because its a song from ghost whisperer.

2009-03-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

I will be leaving to korea from 2nd april to 9th april.

Yawns, i feel very sleepy. Plenty of "self obsession" photo yesterday, i think i look good with grey contact lens. Lalaland, here i come. Goodnight.

2009-03-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

Baked some cheesy chocolate brownies with serene, who is still my best baking partner. We met up at jurong west 500+ market to purchase the ingredients needed. It has been quite some time i have been there since the start of the renovation which lasted over a year long. I still see some familiar faces and stalls around, but everything seems... new? lost? strange? to me. It was a place that holds many beautiful memories of my childhood, mummy, secondary school and secondary school friends.

I miss the dessert stall serene and i always patronize after school because they serve the best ice kacang! The durian ice kacang was so good. Till now, i can still remember what serene shermin yingjie and someone's likes and dislikes at the hawker centre. Must be the frequent lunching session with them after school! Haha. The chocolate/oreo ice blended bubble tea, lemon chicken rice, fried kuay tiao, fishball noodle, mixed rice, soya bean milk, sugar cane drink, dessert, fried carrot cake etc etc etc.

Oh man. Can i turn back the time again?

Back to our brownies! First step, melting the unsalted butter with unsweetened chocolate bar over low heat.

Our baking area.

Serene was mixing the cream cheese with sugar, egg and vanilla extract. Anything cheesy will definitely make serene's day happy. Shes a cheese lover.

Now im mixing the chocolate mixture with sugar and eggs. If you wondering, im actually collecting egg shell to make easter egg. Hoho.

Look at that! Doesnt it look like...

Something in your nose when you caught a cold? Gross but damn funny!

After adding in the flour, the batter became very sticky.

Serene mentioned that it looked like shit. =/

We are supposed to slightly swirl in the cream cheese mixture into the batter but... we ended up mixing everything together.

Now you are going to see many of my "very unglam at home" photos. Haha. Well, i look like that when im at home.

While baking the brownies, we went to play with my little nephew. =)

Kissy kissy kissy! Serene forcing kisses on eldric HOR!

I know i look horrible here lah, but whats with that face man har, dricdric?

I also want kissy kissy kissy!

Does it looks like im bullying eldric hor? =p

Bitting his little towel, serene's finger, serene's handphone keychain, serene's bag etc etc. Tsktsk.

Off to sleep again! Nap time.

Heres our end product! Excited~

It tasted average when it was still warm. But i didnt expect it to taste so good after it was cooled down. Thumbs up for first try!

Friendship, it takes two hand to clap and make it lasting.

2009-03-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

Kitchen is my heaven. Fried prawns with butter, garlic, onion, curry leaves and sugar. It taste almost similar to cereal prawns except mine is without cereal. And an additional korea spicy mushroom maggie!

Met up with E for dinner and to get my charger after his work. My phone battery suddenly went flat during the journey and i couldnt find an alternative to get in touch with E. Good gracious, i was thinking "how am i suppose to contact him?!". By the way, it was very hard to locate a public telephone at city hall. Luckily we managed to find each other! Lesson learnt: Never bring a almost-battery-flat phone out.

Dinner at some cosy, fun and quiet cafe (marina square). It is located near the cafe cartel. I feel that E look extremely handsome today.

Our milkshake? Cookie n cream icecream and double chocolate chip icecream with raisin. I was forced to order one because i would prefer to have iced water (cheap and healthier).

E's fried stingray with wasabi and tartar sauce. DAMN DAMN GOOD, ESPECIALLY THE WASABI AND TARTAR SAUCE!!!

My cheesy fish n chips. Cheesy but very oily. Batter is too huge and heavy.

Awww i miss E! Another few hours im getting back my result, god bless me please! Oh freak, i forget to pass E the hamburger meat (pork and prawn) i made for him. ARGHHHHHH!

2009-03-18T01:45:00.003+08:00

Do you know how gruesome it was to chop a whole chicken apart? I had to chop through the meat and bone of a chicken several times before it finally give way. Isnt it amazing that i manage to do the chopping all by myself as a first timer. Im so proud of myself. I almost want to scream when i was chopping the head and feet of the chicken. GROSS!

I made ginseng chicken soup and steamed minced pork with tofu for lunch. My intention? To nourish his body and health after working for long hours and having improper meals since the start of his attachment. And what did i get in return? A whole day of unhappiness and tears.

I dont expect money, flowers and gifts in return for what i have done for him. All i want to receive is just a simple care, concern and love from him. I woke up at 6am on a sunday morning, trained to admiralty, bought mac breakfast and reached his doorstep at 8am sharp to wake him up. I did it because i miss him and i know how moody it was to go work on a beautiful sunday when one could laze the day away in bed. I was drenched in the rain while rushing off to fairprice when i couldnt find the ingredients i need at giant. I spent the morning chopping and cooking to whip up a decent meal for him.

My daddy, sister and even jiefu are concern about him, his family, his work and etc. My daddy always make him stay for dinner. Simply wanting him to have a decent and healthier homecooked meal. My daddy may not have much more 10, 20 or even 30 years to continue cooking for us, you and me. I appreciate my daddy's effort, do you?

I admit im not a very good girlfriend. I can have a very bad temper and attitude. I may be unreasonable at time when im in a foul mood. The list goes on and on and on... And, im really sorry for walking away with anger during our arguments. I just couldnt find a better way to control my anger.

I love you. I want to be with you forever, till death pull us apart. I want you to stay healthy and strong so that we can still fulfill our wish to walk down the beach, hand in hand. I just want you to feel more family warmth, fatherly love and concern from mine which you used to long for. Maybe you no longer want/need them anymore.

your words hurt.

2009-03-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Im so addicted to those food blogs nowadays especially those with baking recipes. So you would have guess, i made a cheesecake on monday! To be honest, this is my most successful and satisfied cheesecake i have ever made. The previous batch of cheesecakes are just beyond average, or rather, just acceptable to be eaten. Though my friends said that it was pretty good. =p

All you need is digestive biscuit, butter, sugar, cream cheese, yoghurt, irish cream and chocolate syrup. Well, though i had added in some tablespoon of irish cream but the alcohol taste wasnt very strong. I used mango and peach yoghurt, but any flavor of yoghurt will do.

On the 1st of march, we went to mandai to pay respect to my mummy because it was her chinese birth and death date. How ironic it is to be born and die on the same day? I guess she was one of the few in the world. I miss her so much. We bought many delicious food including one adorable winnie the pooh cake.

E has been working, working and now working at the IT fair. I hate SP attachment, fucktard. The last time i saw him was on tuesday and that felt like so many years ago. Today we brought eldric out to west coast park and west coast plaza. As usual, his adorable face caught many people's attention.

Thats how he sleep in his sarong.

His new walker.

2009-03-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

I just had the little one to fall asleep after singing "X" times of twinkle twinkle little star. It was a tough job looking after him but luckily theres my aunt and cousin here too.

Theres been a change of plan. Instead of going to australia, we have decided to go korea. I cannot wait for the yummy kimchi, seafood pancake, hot spring, teddy bear museum, huge The Face Shop, fashion wholesale place~~~ But im going to miss E for 8 long days and the chance to take A380 flight. Geez!

Oh my love. Do you know that the 99cent sushi provides good sashimi at very cheap price?

Im going to make E go west coast plaza next week to eat MOF! Been wanting to try that place for a very long time! Serene would probably hop by my house next week to do some baking together!

2009-03-07T15:13:00.004+08:00

Saturday! Personally i think having attachment during the holiday sucks. And having only one day off per week on a weekday is totally absurd. Argh, i miss E so much because i can hardly see him due to his attachment.

Had KFC for breakfast with E. Macdonald's breakfast is still the best. oh hotcakes hotcakes hotcakes~

Cavana is always our favourite. The chilli is so damn good and hot that it makes you sweat like hell.

More of dricdric. Being a nanny for the past few days, i have master the skill of bathing him and changing his diaper. Anyway, his shit really stinks. Haha. Oh well, under my influence, he now know how to "hi-5" with us! Great accomplishment. I shall teach him how to give flying kisses from next week onwards~

I cannot wait for my first lesson to start next wednesday. =D!

2009-03-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

My little nephew eldric whom i nicknamed as dricdric is 5 months old now. How time flies. I still remember how small he is in my arm when i first saw him.

Hes trying to learn martial art.

Now hes trying to mimic mickey mouse.

Playing with uncle elvin~

Playing with xiao yi now~

I really adore this photo so much! Dont you think he look really adorable?

Mummy's favourite flower.

Uncle elvin has to carry eldric's diaper bag.

Little eldric only have to enjoy himself in our arm.

Our family went over to godbrother's father's new opened zi char stall for dinner. Alaska crab in black pepper sauce and fried salted egg is great! Upon mentioning crab, boyfriend steamed some crabs as my afternoon snack. Now you know who is responsible for my weight gained.

Boyfriend also bought some macaroons from bakerzin which tasted really bad! It was the worst macaroons i have ever ate, and i still find gobi's is perfectly done.

See how bright the color is, imagine how much coloring they had added in. I even had stain on my fingers after holding it lightly. ~.~

2009-03-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

Woolala! Year 2 has finally come to an end, and here comes holiday. But i will have to stay home and baby sit my little nephew for 2 weeks. It is going to be a long holiday as my love is currently having his attachment which will last throughout the 6 weeks of break. On the happier side, i ~~will~~ should be going to sydney during early april. Anyone fancy some nouguts? Initially i thought i will be bringing back my favourite kimchi from korea and xiao long bao from shanghai. I was overwhelmed by excitement after the changed of plan, i cant wait to get my air ticket.

Anyway, lets just start off with a late valentine day post.

Met up with boyfriend for lunch at bento cafe with a lovely bouquet of red roses. Boyfriend had seafood baked rice while i had garlic rice with a mixture of tempura prawns, croquette and fried chicken.

We hit gelatissimo with mango and chocolate icecream that tasted awesome together.

It was really embarrassing to carry a big bouquet of 11 roses around as it caught attention of many other girls. There was a girl who i saw afar looking at my roses who then turned and asked her boyfriend "eh people got such a big bouquet of roses then wheres mine?". I told boyfriend not to buy any flowers for me on valentine day again because i find it ridiculous to pay double of the normal price.

Crystal jade for dinner.

Though it was a pretty simple valentine day, but to me, it was the greatest valentine day ever. Because my partner is my boyfriend. Oh yea, i made him some of his favourite garlic bread butter and he said it was good. =D

2009-02-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

i will be back in march. till we meet again.

2009-02-04T23:34:00.001+08:00

My ah ma passed away peacefully on 02/02/2009, 9.07pm. i love you.

2009-02-02T20:35:00.003+08:00

Live life to the fullest, why not?

Im glad that the midnight oil i used to burn last night for chemical logistics video paid off, despite having ultra painful menses cramp. Phew. I totally forget that the presentation is today. Holiday mood!

Oh craps.

I heart my love to plant a goodbye kiss on my forehead. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY ANDY ANDY!

2009-01-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

Elvin's god parent house. Bedok chicken rice is damn good. Victoria is a sweetie pie. I cant help but yawn and fall asleep in the afternoon. Sleeping on boyfriend's shoulder is always my hobby. Fried salmon at changi airport is nice. Elvin's god parent are very nice people. Bakerzin warm chocolate cake sucks because i hate the tinge of mint or orange in it. My dad nagged at me for buying cavana fried chicken for the family because its fried. Eldric is hospitalized again. Serene and yingjie have to postpone the visit to my house until some other time.

Cooked japanese curry and corn&mushroom chicken soup for boyfriend's lunch. Watched "my bestfriend's ex girlfriend" in the afternoon which was banned by my sister due to many sexual scenes.

Random. Im having so much and many thoughts running in my mind. Past present and future. What should i do in future? Though logistics is not my cup of tea, but i will still do my best to complete my diploma. But whats going to happen after that? I know where my interest and hobby lies. After much thinking, this interest and hobby of mine is definitely going to be the biggest risk in my life. 2 years staying oversea, probably alone, i doubt i can survive without boyfriend and family. Its a risk and bet for my future, career and relationship. Ahhh. Is the risk worthy? I still need time to think over it, and actually i do have one more year to do so.

Why did the most painful event of my life happen just before i enter poly? I feel that my first year was very wasted, though the second half was just getting slightly better. I spend most of time in pain and sorrow in silence and tears. Those changes in me, i dont put the blame on anyone. Because, i allow the changes to happen on myself and i can jolly stop it if i want it to. Just that, i feel that i ought to be a little more clear headed when making decisions that could affect my whole life.

I love my family. They might not be the richest, the nicest, the most understanding, the most caring family in the world, but they are always the best in my heart. Well, every family has their own problem, so does mine. Of course, it isnt much of a big problem that we cant solve together. I love my dad, i love my sister, i love my jiefu, i love eldric.

The greatest loss of 2008 is a best friend. But i guess i was really tired, through and enough of it. My bad for being pretty straight forward and ability to write harshful words. Whatever i said or write, i did it with honesty and my conscience. Lying is not right, and i strongly believe in that.

The greatest gain of 2008 is elvin. Hes my sugarnspice. Sugar to sweeten up my once bitter past. Spice to make my life interesting and fun. Though we are quite abusive or violent towards each other for no reason, or rather, for fun. Haha. We still love each other very much. Arguments are inevitable in every relationship. I promise to make changes to my wrongs. Love, remember you are and will always be the best in my heart.

2009-01-28T14:33:00.002+08:00

Reunion dinner was on saturday. Abalone is always the best.

I suppose it was the alcohol that worsen my food poisoning. =x

Chinese new year! I totally love my super comfy dress. =D

Isnt boyfriend handsome? LOL. Did anyone notice that i highlight my hair? =x

ELDRIC! Hes such a darling.

I did my nails okay! The manicure i did at JP with xueli was... unspeakable.

Theres one hour lesson tomorrow! Should i go? Till next time. XOXO.

2009-01-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Food poisoning is indeed horrible. I develop symptoms of food poisoning on saturday night due to three expired mushrooms. In fact, i cook it with a packet of instant noodle. Imagine i finish the whole bowl of noodle and soup. YEWWWW! Despite finding the first bite of the mushroom slightly abnormal, i actually continued my lunch. -.- Later in the evening, i was told that the can of mushroom was black and moudy! OHMYFREAK!

So... On new year eve i did the following things:

1) Vomit
2) Diarrhea
3) Cramp
4) Fever
5) Cough
6) Flu

I practically lie in bed for the whole day without much food as i didnt had much appetite. Anyway, the good news is that im brave enough to swallow pills now! Woohoo! Finally overcome the phobia of swallowing pills, its definitely something worth celebrating. Haha, nah im just joking.

By the way...

HAPPY 7TH SUGAR&SPICE. You know what it means.

It sucks to not have a good appetite for good food on a good day. =/

2009-01-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hang on grandma, you are going to be 97 after CNY. Please get well soon.

2009-01-14T15:21:00.002+08:00

I have been pretty sick since the day i stayed overnight at KK hospital to take care of eldric. That is why i looked so moody. Also, i sprained the muscle around my back bone due to eldric's hardcore struggles. ~.~

After i reached home yesterday, i slept from 5pm all the way till today 10am. Of course in between got wake up to eat shit and drink, im still a human. Im so sick and tired that boyfriend have to feed me and pat me to sleep. Cool, its like a holiday. I seriously got no interest in doing anything the last few days, guess it was because of the virus.

Boyfriend, when are we going shopping? I know he would say, after you get well first.

2009-01-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

Last wednesday, my I&E group (andy yansheng yaqing shirley and i) organised a baking cum ice breaking game event. I want to thanks all those people who came for the event! Really, it was hell lots of fun! And it was also my very first time teaching 24 people to bake cupcakes with icing.

Ready to bake cupcake!

See! Benji never follow my instruction that "MUST switch off the electric mixer before you pull it out of the mixture". That is what happened to Benji~

Violet baked violet cupcakes. =/

This is andy's oven. Did i not mention that andy and i actually brought the heavy oven to school, together with the lots of heavy ingredients! But hey, i took cab to school and back home. And boyfriend was the one who carried the oven. So i think i should shut up the grumbles. =x

Yeah, freshly out of the oven! They really smell nice okay. I dont know whats wrong with andy's oven but it was constantly producing smoke as it baked. So... I guess the whole corridor along the lab room smell of cupcakes. =p

With icing~

Thats boyfriend xueli pete benji chinxiang and suelin.

No idea who they are except alvin. Hmm, guys can really cook and bake you know. =p

I hope it tasted okay because everyone dont have the patience to keep stirring the mixture.

2009-01-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

Lets just start off with my daddy's birthday celebrations.

Firstly, my daddy's advance birthday celebration last sunday at Sakura buffet (Tampines Safra) with my relatives and cousins. I totally love buffet because it is for people with huge appetite. Speaking of this, i have been trying to slim down my tummy area. Hee. Overall, i had lots of salmon sashimi and chilled prawns. I have develop a liking to salmon sashimi recently, thanks to my boyfriend. And who cares about having rashes when you see a huge platter of big red succulent prawns infront of you! (PS. my boyfriend had a full plate of prawns to himself) We also had sushi, prawn sashimi, fried prawns, cold tofu, baked cheese mussel, butter fried clams, different flavors of mochi, sharkfin soup, fried salmon and many many more. Let me tell you, the mochi is really good and Q! Comes in green tea, peanut, yam and black sesame flavors. Mama-mia~

My sis's face damn funny hor? =/

Personally i feel that the new moon bird nest doesnt taste very nice. =/

Happy birthday to jiefu (1/8) and daddy (1/9)!

Can you guess my daddy's age now? Haha. Strawberry shortcake with chocolate sponge is awesome! And it is from four leaves. =D

I think i have a fetish for cat. Ohmygod. I wonder is that the reason why piggy (boyfriend's beloved dog) totally ignored me during the first time when we met. LOL!

Anyway, boyfriend and i had a pretty hugh fight last night. But i guess somehow it brought us even closer to each other, right baby? Always love you~

And the most important thing of the day!!! Went to boyfriend's house after going around to take photo for my project. When we are going out for dinner, thats when we realised my sandal was stolen! This used to happen to boyfriend's slipper too. ~.~

2009-01-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

Prawning with boyfriend at taman jurong.

My little eldric. Aww, hes cute lah!

2009-01-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

I love the way you said "I Love You" to me,today.

2009-01-01T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hello 2009, Goodbye 2008.

The last week of 2008 was a busy one, quite happening too.

Firstly, little eldric fell from his cradle and was sent to KK hospital. Luckily for him, theres no bleeding nor brain injury.

Secondly, little eldric's great grandmother passed away so i had been attending the funeral. Shes a pretty nice lady since i first saw her. Rest in peace.

Thirdly, i had supper with xueqi and my phone went battery flat. We went from pm to my house to gekpoh to pm again.

Fourthly, my grandmother admitted to the hospital yesterday and i spent $20 on cab together with boyfriend. Shes 97 this year and i really hope that she can live till 100 years old.

So... boyfriend slept over at my house after the countdown. We had 20 pieces of nugget and some fries for celebration. After our heart to heart chat, we finally fell asleep. We went to 900+ for lunch after we woke up. Little eldric went to take his passport photo. He has a very round face.

Oh yeah, get well soon piggy.

2008-12-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today, boyfriend and i met up with xueli and pete for this waffle buffet as recommended by "yong yuan chi bu fei". Turned out to be a bad recommendation though. =/

I had the chocolate float which tasted... BAD. Milo + Ice + Chocolate ice-cream? It doesnt even look like a float to me.

As for the waffle, we had many different flavors such as D24durian cranberry honeylemon hazelnutchocolate nacho oreonacho etc etc. The waffle itself tasted average. And i swear that the strawberry jam tasted so terrible that boyfriend practically smuggled his and mine out to throw away. Now you know how bad it was? And oh, the shop is so terribly small! I wonder how are they going to do their business.

Looks good, but doesnt taste good. Whats the point then?

Pete, xueli and boyfriend. Eh, how come no one initiate to take one for me ar? =(

D24 durian, if only the durian taste is stronger.

Nacho, it was slightly salty.

The disgusting strawberry jam. Urgh. Pete even mentioned that the peach jam are as disgusting too.

HOW COME NO ONE INITIATE TO TAKE FOR BOYFRIEND AND I?!

Boyfriend and i then decided to top up an additional $3 to try their clam&mussel spaghetti since the photo of it looked pretty appetizing. Anyway, the outcome are disappointing as well. Spaghetti are overcooked, pathetically small clam&mussel, and campbell mushroom soup as the sauce. I had to add lots of chilli flakes and pepper to enhance the taste.

This will be the last time i visit waffle factory.

Boyfriend and i went to town to get his uncle's birthday present. He also got me my very first fleshimp tshirt as christmas gift. Thanks baby.

At Taka.

A very nice auntie offered to help us take a photo. =D

Ps. I spent my christmas all day at home watching daddy and boyfriend installing his precious Bose sound system. Applause.

2008-12-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

Cold and lonely was what i used to describe Christmas. Not anymore now. This beautiful white festival, im embraced with the warmth from my love ones. You know who you guys are, hugs and kisses!

2008-12-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

Went to Batam with my family and relatives over the weekend. Its a pretty good place for a short holiday to relax our mind.

Shopping. Seafood feast. A&W chicken, waffle icecream and rootbeer. Sweet corn with condensed milk. Oil massage. Body scrub and massage. Sugar and coffee body scrub in the hotel bathroom. Indulging myself in the bathtub with warm water for half an hour.

2008-12-18T15:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i went picnic with xueqi, yingjie and boyfriend at ECP. It was kinda a belated birthday "party" for serene and we were supposed to meet at 11.30am. Guess what? I called serene at 11.30am to find out that she was still sleeping at home!!! I woke up at 8am to prepare the food and all along, she was still asleep. Tsk tsk. In the end we decided to meet serene at ECP instead. We had chicken rice at bedok for lunch, it was good.

We found a decent spot at ECP and here starts our picnic.

And we started picnic-ing without serene. WAHAHA. She was supposed to bring ham you see, so we had sandwich without ham. Tsk tsk.

Who got this shot of me ah?

Yingjie and boyfriend had the most forfeit when playing UNO. Xueqi and i are the lucky ones who do not have to finish the remaining food. =D

While waiting for our dear serene...

After much grumbling. Our dear serene finally came with her sister after 5 long hours of waiting because they took a bus from clementi to ECP! T.T

Xueqi and yingjie went off soon after the arrival of serene. We continue picnic-ing while having some catch up session. Serene got me to open my birthday present and woah. A nightie, no wonder the girls keep saying that it was only for my boyfriend's view. Thanks ah, serene and pris. Seriously i didnt know that serene can be so so so, exotic when buying present for me. Thanks for the card too. =)

Then we went cycling for 3 hours.

Stop at a far end of ECP to view the sunset. It was really pretty and we had so much fun playing with the water. Though it was already N times i went to ECP with serene, fun is always there with my BFF.

Seriously i didnt know i can look so bitchy. -.-

Serene and peini continue shooting their jump shot while boyfriend and i decided to head over to some quiet place while waiting for them. It was a LONG wait.

More of serene and i. Im glad that her wish to slim down finally came true with lots of effort. Bet she was happylikemonkey when everyone comment that she have slim down. Anyway, hope you like the present i got for you. You would better bring it to school every single day.

We went to have steamboat at roxy square, chicken and tom yum soup. The tom yum soup was the hot catch, spicy enough to make you scream for more.

See. Most of the food are in the tom yum's side.

The bus journey back to the MRT was fun with endless talking. And last two pictures of the day.

Hey serene, though it was just a short gathering with only quite a few people. But yah, hope you had fun. It was my way of making up to you for being unable to celebrate your birthday on the actual day. And in reply of the birthday card you gave me...

I have also made a very good friend in my life. Being through so much happiness, fun, tears and sufferings, you are one friend who i cannot live without. Though we have our fights and arguments, it actually made our friendship even stronger than before. Thus, im very sure that no matter what will happen in the future, we will always love each other! Thank you for the constant care and concern you showered on me throughout the 6 years of friendship. I am very touched by the cards and smses from you everytime i went overseas. You made me realise how important i am to you when i was about to leave for my china study trip. I also want you to know, you are an important person in my life too. Same as to you, no matter what that will happen in the future you will always have my love and support. Lastly, you will always by the BEST BEST BEST serene i have known! @o@

2008-12-18T13:11:00.002+08:00

P. Im sorry if my words hurt you. Similarly, those things that you told me during the previous meetup hurt me equally much too. I know you since secondary 1, but after the talk i feel that you are no longer someone i knew. What i have wrote on my blog wasnt just purely only my own thoughts. I wouldnt say all, but in certain ways, serene and i had the same thoughts. You are serene and my best friend, always have and always will. We come from different family and with different character. I believe the three of us have ever make an effort to compromise each other. Infront of you and serene, no matter how hurtful or how embarrass the matter was, i always put down my pride to share it with the both of you. For a change, we also would like you do the same to the both of us. We would like you to be frank with your inner feelings and thoughts to us. We are no strangers to you. Of course, we wouldnt judge the real true P in our heart. All we need is just a honest interaction with each other, that is all what we need to maintain our friendship. We are always there for you, be it a sms/call/msn away. No matter how busy we are, nothing is more important than you if you are feeling low and need someone to talk to. Maybe you find it hard to tell us, but a word of what you feeling (sad frustrated etc), we understand your need. Like when i heard you crying on the phone, i pushed aside my work to talk to you even though i wasnt physically there for you. Sometimes, maybe its out fault for overlooking your feelings, im sorry then. But we need you to tell us what went wrong. The best solution now is to have a heart to heart chat between the three of us, and clear away the misunderstandings.

I want things to be back as what it was. I also want back the P i once knew.

2008-12-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

My little nephew had admitted to the hospital due to possible chest infection. Get well soon my little one.

Hmm. I was just pondering over my past, present and future. So much thoughts, i didnt know that i could be so sentimental. I still find it hard to accept my mum's departure. Needless to say, neither was i able to forgive that man who left me alone in the dark when my world came crashing down. How many times in your life when you ever wished that you could turn the time back? Back to the point where before things went wrong. But what is the point of doing so if you did not learn your mistakes. I made a wish on the very last day of year 2007. It came true, i let go of the unhappy past and embrace myself into the new future of mine. Throughout the year of 2008, i learnt many lessons from family and friends. I have seen the face behind the mask of a friend of mine. I do not know her anymore. Sharp features, beautiful skin, shaped body and a painted face does not cover her true self enough, at least not in my eyes. We were there when she needed us, but what exactly are we in her heart? Friends who dont even stand a place in her heart? Shopping pals, or just accompanion to fill in her lonely soul? In any party or gathering, i only get to see her shadow for a few pathetic minutes. Once or twice, i can totally blind myself with the reason that "at least she made an effort to come". But i just couldnt do it anymore as the situation always seem to be on repeat mood. I, we, everyone, wants a true friend who has a certain place in their heart. Well, do i still need a friend who puts none other than herself as the priority? Not even her family or boyfriend could change her self-centered mindset. I am really very disappointed.

2008-12-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

We went to plaza singapura as daddy wanted to make payment for his dream set of bose sound system...

Boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend. Delete the maple story game from my desktop leh! @o@

Eldric fall sick today again. I accompanied my sister and him to a clinic this morning. Poor little one, get well soon and dont spread your cold to us! Hahaha.

Seriously, he is so so so ADORABLE. T.T

Happy family. =)

And i love my boyfriend trucklots.

Where is my daddy? He was busy chatting with JiaYuan, the salesman from bose.

WJ! REPLY OUR SMS AND CALL.

2008-12-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

Secondary school class outing with the usual gang of friends. This time we went to clark quay for our catch-up session, instead of the usual boring jurong. I had chicken lasagna + soup + garlic bread for $8.90. The chicken lasagna was slightly below average but well, what can you expect more from a little retro cafe that does not charge you any service or GST.

Eh you, safe trip to USA! DONT FORGET MY PRESENT WHICH IS THE MOST EXPENSIVE BOX OF DARK CHOCOLATE IN USA. WAHAHAHA. =p

What is christmas without a christmas tree!

We then went to somewhere quiet and classy like Nectarie for dessert. Xueqi and i shared a cake named parfait of dark and white. The prefect chocolate finishing made it almost impossible for us to even cut it. Anyway, the main point is, delicious.

Joel's face is damn funny. Greeny joel!

Okay, lets have a really good shot of you two.

Hey big boss, hope you will find the girl of your life soon. Dont be jealous of joel lah. HAHA.

LHS & RHS. @o@

Before we trained home, joel bought a bottle of jim bean. And that bottle made me go HAHAHA at the bank of singapore river doing crazy stunts before valentine day. Totally yucks. Alvin doesnt seem to like the smell.

Till the next time we meet again. =)

2008-12-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

Its pretty kinda overdue, but yea. Xueqi's birthday. She actually knew that we (weijun boyfriend and i) were going to give her a surprise. Thats because she saw boyfriend and i while shes on her way home. But well. HOPE YOU LIKE THE CARD I MADE! See ya on thursday!

Boyfriend delivered hotcakes to my house on our fifth month. I was having a really bad craving for it. =p

Little eldric. I find it fun talking to him because he would give me the most innocent smile i can see on babies. =)

Sister got me this mango ice cream from swensen the other day. Its good to have something to munch on while stressing over revision.

Yesterday my family and i went out for dinner as we were craving for spaghetti. I had spaghetti vongole which im totally head over heels with it now. My sister's fish vongole is pretty good too. "SHOUTING FOR MORE VONGOLE!" Was intending to pack some for boyfriend but since he was going to pub with his classmates. Well, next time then.

Right, im going back to Gossip Girls.

PS. I just recieved the dress i bought online. Two words: Stunningly Beautiful.

2008-12-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

Oh great. I finally gave up on livejournal. Oops. I just couldnt figure out how to use its function.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN CCW!

Holidays are finally here! Plenty of stuffs to get it done! Spend quality time with boyfriend! Outings with family and friends!

Went shopping at suntec city with sister and jiefu. Eldric would be very happy if he knows that his parent bought new clothings for him. Got a pair of 3 inch heels at Schu. 50% off yo! Had a haircut too because my long fringe had been quite a nuisance recently.

Dinner with boyfriend. =)